2007年8月20日 星期一

那麼遠,這麼近


星期日的下午,常常也不知所蹤的我終於要出現在九龍了。
媽媽提議,「我們出去逛逛吧!」
我說:「好啊!我請你下午茶!」
結果母女倆在City Super 行了一圈,我把自己需要的記事本和玄米茶都買齊了,廢話、閒話也說了一堆,還參觀了媽媽的新工作地點。
然後,媽媽說:「我們找個安靜的地方談談話吧!」
噢,有點緊張!媽媽想談甚麼?
不過,還是交給上帝吧!
結果,我和媽媽在商場的美食天地談了三個小時,── 這輩子也沒有和媽媽談過這麼久、感覺這麼近!
在神醫治我之前,和媽媽的溝通像一場戰役,一方急於攻克,另一方就負隅頑抗;或是一方剛亮出旗號,另一方就落荒而逃;你有你追、追、追個不停,我總能避、避、避到天涯海角!
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這次截然不同,是因為我已經明白自己,媽媽也開始聽我說話了。
最重要的當然是,耶穌和我們在一起啊!為這次的見面,我和小維可是懇切禱告了呢!
我們很有信心,耶穌讓天上和地上的關係重建,也能使人和人之間的和好!
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現在的我不再需要媽媽為我解難,也懂得如何思考,可是很需要她的禱告呢!
Shan Shang 說禱告是最強大的武器。太正確了!
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禱告的時候,媽媽也會親近神,對嗎?
神啊,祢也捉緊她吧!

1 則留言:

Shan Shang 提到...

=) Hopefully God will open her eyes, just keep her in prayers always. My family is non-Christian as well, I know how you feel...

Nothing we can do but to pray and live a life that people can't deny the truth that Jesus is really powerful. I used to be rebellious and profess Christian in front of my family but my actions doesn't support my words. Troubles comes when I wish to get baptise... I thank God that I didnt get baptise that day as I am not a true believer back then. I didn't inform my parents until a day before the baptism and I was so scare that they know Im a Christian hence I used sms to inform them. They got mad of cause.

However, after that incident, my life is changed by the grace of God, I then decided to get baptise "again".. I told my parents face to face and mom didn't disagree my baptism but asked me when is it... I am still currently waiting for the time as if God willing, it will be on this year Christmas day. Isn't that a big change in my family? To others, it might be nothing, but for me, it meant a lot. God is really good to my family and me!

I still chose to believe that nothing is impossible if we follow God's way and his words. I still chose to believe that human can't deny the truth that God is powerful but due to the fact that their eyes are not open, hence they are not believing in GOd, pray much that they will see one day. I still believe that one day, my family will bow down and believe in their heart that Jesus is God and proclaim with their mouth that He is God.

Soli Deo Gloria.